i_have_sound

yeah we get it

2009-11-04T16:43:43Z

It's so annoying when I see you overcompensate lol
It's almost like he doesnt exist and is some sort of tomagatchi that you have to convince is real

i_have_sound @ 2009-10-27T19:26:00

2009-10-28T02:27:08Z

How I can aspire to anything when community college is kicking my ass is completely beyond me

i_have_sound @ 2009-09-23T02:38:00

2009-09-23T18:38:25Z

We fell asleep last night watching TV and the images worked their way into my dreams. We were watching turtles climbing the beach. The way she's looking at him is how you're looking at me. So if you miss me, or you get lonely, then you can swim back to me and I'll be watching the sea for when you dance over the breakers and waltz up the beach. Swim back to me, cause you've been gone since spring. You know that we can't breath alone in the Gulf Stream. It's you with those sleepy eyes and heart-shaped shell that keep me awake at night. So, meet me in the shallows off of Cozumel. We'll live our lives covered by moonlight. Maybe we were brought together by the ebb tide. It pulled the world beneath me and left you by my side. What if we swam into nothing? At least you'd still be beside me.

Oh, it's no big deal

2009-09-15T19:13:33Z

I'm only driving to Phillips house so that he can drive me and dyko over to the location of a man who could introduce our names to labels and possibly get us signed

again, no big deal =]

i_have_sound @ 2009-09-06T11:56:00

2009-09-06T18:56:22Z

I feel like a chump

i_have_sound @ 2009-09-04T22:34:00

2009-09-05T05:37:34Z

I legitimately feel like everything I have done in my entire life is building up to this point, and it is now not a matter of if, but when.

It feel really good

I read a post and thought about this.

2009-08-31T23:23:53Z

I dont know about anyone else but the idea not putting everything you have into achieving your goals in life is completely beyond me. Espeically if it isnt something conventionall. The time you waste sitting around and whining about what you can't control would be better spent working on the things you can

Kanye said it best "for me giving up is harder then trying"

i_have_sound @ 2009-08-23T16:18:00

2009-08-23T23:18:56Z

One more night like this and everyone is going to get exactly what they fucking want

Hm

2009-08-21T15:46:02Z

I just wanted to say that the concept of karma is one of the most self absorbed, pretentious ideas that one could ever have. That fact that youre excited about your ex being in a bad place in his life says a lot more about you then it does him. I mean sure it sucks that he broke your heart and you REALLYYYYYYYYYYY cared about him blahblahblah, but if youre excited about his misfortune then not only are you shittier in comparison (unless of course he beat you or something, then jail is his karma) but it also implies that you really didnt care for him as much as you think you did. Not to mention it's incredible to me that people are willing to rank and then match problems. He got a flat tire for breaking your heart? What if he swerved into on coming traffic and was hit by a car, was that for hooking up with that slut at that party? When girls and guys say things like that to me about her ex, it gives me the impression that they arent really over him/her

on a completely related note,
Alyssa and I went to publix a few months ago and I saw someone that looked familiar, I lean over to alyssa and say "hey, that looks like a fat version of (name redacted)", she looks at me in horror and says "Brendon, that IS (name redacted)"

All I'm saying is that you should probably worry less about what he's doing with his life and worry more about eating less cake.

i_have_sound @ 2009-08-14T03:00:00

2009-08-14T07:00:35Z

At least I'm not as sad as I used to be

I guess its a train of thought process

2009-07-26T05:30:50Z

I suppose it was an emotional cocktease to expect you to to stay the same. Big changes in your enviroment and social circle are going to make you different duh, only a naive idiot would believe the "lets never change" line, even if we promised amongst television shows and decent bands and everything else that we found holy. it used to be our bible and our supreme court but now they reside in the back seat with complacency and convenience feeling them up like they always seem to do. All I wanted was something to stay unchanged, even for a bit, its my life that is boring but everythign around me moves this breakneck pace (irony?) I mean for now its fine, I'l make do surrounding myself with protection and whining about it on lj (you were always right about this just being a vehicle to bitch about my problems), but when it runs out I'm always goign to be on the losing end. it wasnt easy at all but give me credit for keep my composure through everything, at least I can spot a bad idea when I see one.

All I'm saying is that I was hoping everyone would be wrong

Out of control

2009-07-14T02:54:29Z

You are social and love to interact dynamically with others. You are a true leader more concerned for your followers then your own interests. You are able to follow your visions fearlessly and are often a pioneer. You can easily be taken advantage of because of your need to help out. You may not do well living on your own but are often unable to settle down to a one on one relationship. You are passionate about more then just your ideas, sexual energy runs high and you keep your romantic interests busy and if not fully satisfied by your partner you will find satisfaction elsewhere. You are a fun loving person who enjoys activities like cookouts, summer vacations, outings and parties of all kinds. Strengths: Protective – Generous – Fearless Weaknesses: Unrealistic – Unyielding – Self-Sacrificing .

i_have_sound @ 2009-07-05T17:34:00

2009-07-06T00:35:14Z

I will stand with my arms suspended until I hold you close.
break down those walls between us, let's be exposed.
just say what you want to make it heartfelt.
is it selfish of me to keep you to myself?

oh baby now

stay right here with me.
she's u.s. royalty,
she'll remain that way forever.

you are the smoke in my lungs,
you are the taste in my tongue,
you are the calm before the storm,
you are the blood in my veins,
you are the scotch to my fame,
you are the flood before the rain.

I hope you can see the irony

2009-06-14T23:23:40Z

in thinking that you are completely independant of what you are when not 3 months ago you were trying to stop me using your background as an excuse, its cool though I'm just sayinnnnnnnnnnnnnn
youre also not as deep and introspective as you think you are, you've listened to one too many bright eyes songs and now you think youre t.s. elliot or something, youre just a small town girl living in youre lonely world and it's beyond annoying to watch you talk about things that you think you know

with that out of the way
the pictures I took with my band yesterday were ridiculously cool, I'm so stoked for this to work out lol, it's just too bad that my best friend isn't around to enjoy it (not that she ever really did but at least she was there). But even with the distance it's just nice kowing that theres someone there who is solidly on my side, which is something that I had been severely lacking for a while. It's going to be hard with everyone gone but I finally feel at ease (if that makes any sense)

My summer playlist will be dominated by...

2009-06-11T15:40:35Z

=]

2009-06-08T06:46:54Z

i_have_sound @ 2009-06-02T12:36:00

2009-06-02T16:38:06Z

It seems the cost of dreaming has left me in the red

I feel pathetic for being so hurt about this

2009-05-24T03:54:01Z

SO I guess my responsibilities will always catch up with me because even when I want something wiht all of my being it isnt always enough to make things work.

TO be honest I'm just not good enough

Believe in me because I believe in you

2009-05-12T14:52:18Z

"I can believe things that are true and I can believe things that aren't true and I can believe things where nobody knows if they're true or not. I can believe in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and Marilyn Monroe and the Beatles and Elvis and Mister Ed. Listen — I believe that people are perfectible, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is run by secret banking cartels and is visited by aliens on a regular basis, nice ones that look like wrinkledy lemurs and bad ones who mutilate cattle and want our water and our women. I believe that the future sucks and I believe that the future rocks and I believe that one day White Buffalo Woman is going to come back and kick everyone's ass. I believe that all men are just overgrown boys with deep problems communicating and that the decline in good sex in America is coincident with the decline in drive-in movie theaters from state to state. I believe that all politicians are unprincipled crooks and I still believe that they are better than the alternative. I believe that California is going to sink into the sea when the big one comes, while Florida is going to dissolve into madness and alligators and toxic waste. I believe that antibacterial soap is destroying our resistance to dirt and disease so that one day we'll all be wiped out by the common cold like the Martians in War of the Worlds. I believe that the greatest poets of the last century were Edith Sitwell and Don Marquis, that jade is dried dragon sperm, and that thousands of years ago in a former life I was a one-armed Siberian shaman. I believe that mankind's destiny lies in the stars. I believe that candy really did taste better when I was a kid, that it's aerodynamically impossible for a bumblebee to fly, that light is a wave and a particle, that there's a cat in a box somewhere who's alive and dead at the same time (although if they don't ever open the box to feed it it'll eventually just be two different kinds of dead), and that there are stars in the universe billions of years older than the universe itself. I believe in a personal god who cares about me and worries and oversees everything I do. I believe in an impersonal god who set the universe in motion and went off to hang with her girlfriends and doesn't even know that I'm alive. I believe in an empty and godless universe of causal chaos, background noise, and sheer blind luck. I believe that anyone who says that sex is overrated just hasn't done it properly. I believe that anyone who claims to know what's going on will lie about the little things too. I believe in absolute honesty and sensible social lies. I believe in a woman's right to choose, a baby's right to live, that while all human life is sacred there's nothing wrong with the death penalty if you can trust the legal system implicitly, and that no one but a moron would ever trust the legal system. I believe that life is a game, that life is a cruel joke, and that life is what happens when you're alive and that you might as well lie back and enjoy it." - Girl Sam (American Gods)

I am here to tell you

2009-04-27T05:34:33Z

that love isnt fucking blood on the receiver

love is speaking in code
it's an inside joke
love is coming home

I like what's going on.

2009-04-21T02:13:40Z

All glory comes from daring to begin

Livin' th' dream

2009-04-19T23:40:19Z

myspace.com/ellacassette

we just put up our first song so add us and tell me what you think =]

i_have_sound @ 2009-04-14T22:03:00

2009-04-15T05:03:57Z

It's just nice to know that so many people care about me =]

Movie idea/tattoo idea pt.2

2009-04-09T03:32:06Z

So I've been tossing this movie idea around in my head and I would like everyone's honest opinion on what i should change or if it's any good at all.
It's about a guy whose life is in the gutter because he is too meek. He's in a relationship with a terrible girlfriend that he can't escape, his friends walk all over him, his job isnt too good blahblahblabh.
Anyway he gets into this terrible car accident that sends him into the hospital. He is completely unscathed, but gets this idea to fake amnesia. Since he doesnt "remember" his friends or girlfriend he gets a chance to tell them what he really thinks about them and gets to make positive changes in his life blahblabhlabh. I also want some romantic subplot with a girl that he never thought he could be with (possibly a friend) liking him but she actually does, until she finds out that he was faking amnesia and is so revolted that she runs off. Im thinking about making her a teaching assitant or something because the final scene would be her chaparoning a middle school dance that he shows up too to tell her how he really feels. They of course make up and the camera pans in on the two of them slow dancing amidst a crowd of litle middle schoolers
/END
So tell me what you guys think. The blahblahblah and romatic plot need to be worked on and developed more, but thats the basic skeleton of what I want

also
I think another good tattoo would be "fight off your demons"

Tattoo idea

2009-04-06T04:19:01Z

"Glory is waiting"

perhaps across my chest, I'm not sure yet

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