It's so annoying when I see you overcompensate lol
It's almost like he doesnt exist and is some sort of tomagatchi that you have to convince is real

How I can aspire to anything when community college is kicking my ass is completely beyond me

We fell asleep last night watching TV and the images worked their way into my dreams. We were watching turtles climbing the beach. The way she's looking at him is how you're looking at me. So if you miss me, or you get lonely, then you can swim back to me and I'll be watching the sea for when you dance over the breakers and waltz up the beach. Swim back to me, cause you've been gone since spring. You know that we can't breath alone in the Gulf Stream. It's you with those sleepy eyes and heart-shaped shell that keep me awake at night. So, meet me in the shallows off of Cozumel. We'll live our lives covered by moonlight. Maybe we were brought together by the ebb tide. It pulled the world beneath me and left you by my side. What if we swam into nothing? At least you'd still be beside me.

I'm only driving to Phillips house so that he can drive me and dyko over to the location of a man who could introduce our names to labels and possibly get us signed





again, no big deal =]

I feel like a chump

I legitimately feel like everything I have done in my entire life is building up to this point, and it is now not a matter of if, but when.




It feel really good

I dont know about anyone else but the idea not putting everything you have into achieving your goals in life is completely beyond me. Espeically if it isnt something conventionall. The time you waste sitting around and whining about what you can't control would be better spent working on the things you can

Kanye said it best "for me giving up is harder then trying"

One more night like this and everyone is going to get exactly what they fucking want

I just wanted to say that the concept of karma is one of the most self absorbed, pretentious ideas that one could ever have. That fact that youre excited about your ex being in a bad place in his life says a lot more about you then it does him. I mean sure it sucks that he broke your heart and you REALLYYYYYYYYYYY cared about him blahblahblah, but if youre excited about his misfortune then not only are you shittier in comparison (unless of course he beat you or something, then jail is his karma) but it also implies that you really didnt care for him as much as you think you did. Not to mention it's incredible to me that people are willing to rank and then match problems. He got a flat tire for breaking your heart? What if he swerved into on coming traffic and was hit by a car, was that for hooking up with that slut at that party? When girls and guys say things like that to me about her ex, it gives me the impression that they arent really over him/her

on a completely related note,
Alyssa and I went to publix a few months ago and I saw someone that looked familiar, I lean over to alyssa and say "hey, that looks like a fat version of (name redacted)", she looks at me in horror and says "Brendon, that IS (name redacted)"

All I'm saying is that you should probably worry less about what he's doing with his life and worry more about eating less cake.

Current Music: all the pretty girls on a saturday night

At least I'm not as sad as I used to be